He made it!!!…

October 31, 2008

Entropy is home.  He got here about 12:15am Wednesday night/Thursday morning.  The driver pulled his HUGE truck, (53 ft trailer and sleeper cab) in front of our little house (24 ft wide across the front, our lot is only 50ft wide).  So this guy and his rig stretches from our front door, past our driveway, and well into the neighbors yard, stopping just short of the end of the block.  I have no idea why I am telling you this, except it was kind of funny and surreal. 

Back to the dog. 

So Kjell and I run out to the truck and there is the big guy, standing on the passenger seat, tail going round round and round, whining and whining.  It was so cute.  Jeff (the driver) pulled out a blanket, padded the steps out of the truck and out jumped Entropy.  It was great, there was a lot of leaning and hugging. 

We got Entropy in the house and he sniffed and sniffed and sniffed.  In and out of every room.  The cutest moment was when he ran into Sunny’s room, and leaned over and gave sleeping Sunny a big wet kiss on the nose.  She opened her eyes, sighed “oh Entropy” and rolled over and went back to sleep. 

After a late night walk, lots more hugs and kisses, we all went to bed, Entropy and Kjell curled up together on the floor in the boys’ room.


Just to remind you…

October 25, 2008

of our beautiful furry boy…


Cathy, Jim, Kajsa, and Abby…

October 25, 2008

Thank you for sharing your home and hearts with Entropy (and his people) for the last 2 years.  No words could ever fully convey how much that has meant to us, or how much we love you and miss you.

Come and visit.  SOON!


Yep, it’s true…

October 25, 2008

our dear dog (some might say 4th child) is on his way to Alaska to live with us again.  

long story short:

2 years ago we were living in a 640 sq ft apartment that did not allow pets.  Our wonderful friends Cathy and Jim S-E took Entropy into their home, where he promptly claimed the couch and a huge part of their hearts.  They loved him and spoiled him in a way we never could have, and we still got to visit and play with him.  Moving to Alaska was fast and complicated by the little health issue Dave was facing and I was overwhelmed.  So, the S-E’s agreed to keep the puppy a little longer until we could work out transportation etc.  We thought we had a ride up for him in August, that fell through.  I was just getting ready to bite the bullet and shell out nearly $1000 to fly the big guy, when we found some guy named Jeff who was on his way to Alaska and happened to have a little bit of room in the cab of his semi.  So now Entropy is somewhere in Canada, enjoying the bed of the sleeper cab and snacking on the homemade dog treats that Cathy made for the trip.  He should arrive Monday or Tuesday. 

We are so excited to have him here with us.  I have missed having a dog around so very much. And I have missed having this particular dog to the point of pain.   The kids are thrilled and have been telling everyone they know that their “puppy” is going to be here soon.  I have been flashing his picture to anyone standing still.  What does it say about me that I have pictures of my dog on my phone, but no pictures of my kids.  Ok, don’t answer…


Mama, I’m comin’ home…

October 25, 2008

see Entropy’s myspace page chronicling his trip to join us here in Alaska.

Click here.


Dave was home for a couple extra days…

October 25, 2008

this week, and I tell you, that just totally through off my routine.  Thankfully he went back to work this morning so I have some time to sit here in the recliner I pretend to hate and play on my computer.  With all the kids at school and Dave 800 miles away, I don’t even have to pretend to be busy. 

Truly, it was really nice to have him home a little bit longer than usual this time, Dave is scheduled to be gone 1/2 the time, but with trainings and meetings out of state happening a few times a year, it ends up being more than that, so these 2 extra days in town were really fun.


Congratulations!!!

October 25, 2008

to my sister Carol, brother-in-law Brad and niece Beata, on the birth of Lydia Hope!  The Petry Showalter clan welcomed baby girl #2 on Thursday of last week.  I finally saw a few pictures the other day and she is really a beautiful little baby. 

Of course, I am a little sad that I not there to hold her, but we are burning through cell minutes getting updates.  I hope to get to Minnesota before too long, even if just for an extended weekend, so I can see this little one.

Prayers of praise and thanksgiving!


Only 3 more weeks…

October 14, 2008

I say that every time I brew yet another pot of coffee.  I think I am up to 3 a day.  Pots.  Not. Cups.

I really need this election to be over. I am not getting anything done around the house and I am not getting any sleep.  Ugh, reminiscent of 2000 when I didn’t sleep for about 4 days straight while Florida sorted out their troubles. 

It’s a good thing I don’t have a job, I would be a truly worthless employee about now.

how are you all handling this?


Yesteday at the gym…

October 10, 2008

I decided to up the amount of weight I would attempt while bench pressing.  Now keep in mind, it still isn’t a lot of weight, but…

So, I added the weight and began my sets.  1st set went well, no problem, and I was feeling pretty smug.  2nd set, I got through it, and it wasn’t too bad.

Now the 3rd set,  I got through 5 reps and, wow, took a couple seconds to breathe and just then the next song on my playlist came on.  john Mellencamp’s “hurt so good”. 

Made it through the last few reps, and today, it hurts.  And feels really good.


Dave update! and insurance gripes.

October 10, 2008

Here it is, the post you have all been waiting for.  Or at least may be interested in.

Dave had yet another appointment with the surgeon on Monday.  And again, the news was better than we could have hoped. 

Clean margins around the tumor and now normal scar tissue means that the critical stuff is all done.  There will be no need for even radiation.  Amazing. 

So what’s next?  Near constant follow up.  But hey, that is great.  Dave will be in for various scopes and visits a couple more times before the end of the year and then will have to have colonoscopies every 6-12 months for a while and depending on the outcome of those, perhaps moving to 18 month intervals at some point. 

Now about the insurance, stop reading here if you are short on time.

Now if we could just get the insurance company to agree all this was needed.  It looks like we will be fighting with them every step of the way.  I guess that is why we get to pay $300+ monthly premiums for complete coverage, so they can reject nearly everything and make us fill out endless appeal forms and spend hours and hours on the phone trying to convince the company that it really was a good idea to remove a cancerous tumor. 

Right now we are looking at $5000+ that the insurance company is saying they will not pay.  This in addition to the $5000 that is our “out of network” deductible that we are asked to pay since there are NO preferred providers for colo-rectal surgery in the entire state of Alaska.  The nearest in network group is in Seattle.   Hmmm, can’t imagine that the cost of plane tickets and hotel rooms would have been less. 

To be fair, I need to say that the insurance has paid about 60% of the after deductible costs, but really, this is a chunk of change.  So much for the dream of a savings account. 

I am hoping that with enough appeals and a little pressure from the surgeons group and with the help of the insurance-liaison that Schlumberger employs, that the insurance company will relent and agree that it really was a worthwhile thing to remove this tumor.  The irony is, if we would have caught this later, or waited the 6-8 weeks for this tumor to continue it’s growth and change and  if Dave would have needed radiation and chemo, there would have been no question regarding payment, even though it would have 10’s of thousands of $$ more than the cost of the surgery and followup. 

I am thankful we have insurance, I am fully aware of what a luxury this is, and I am thankful that we will be able to pay, not right now, but eventually we will certainly have that bill cleared, and I am so thankful that Dave has a job that pays enough to make all that possible. 

It is a reminder, however, of the millions of people for whom this would truly be a tragedy.  For whom the thought of $10000 would not be just depressing, but paralyzing.  I am SO thankful that Dave did not go through this when I was the one working and he was in school.  For a number of reasons, but primarily because $10000 would have been more than 1/3 of our yearly take home income.  There are alot of hardworking people for whom this is the reality.  That sucks. 

 Obviously the system is broken, I don’t know how to best fix it, but I would like to see more dialogue on this.  Because it is not just the professionals with company insurance who get sick, but also those people working a trade for a small business that can’t provide the same coverage we enjoy.  The self employed get sick too, and it is increasingly hard to find coverage for those 2,3, 4 person operations that make up so much of America’s workforce.  

I have several friends/family who have had to make the choice between insurance and essentials.  In most of these cases there have been economic thresholds that they (thankfully) slid under and at least the kids can get coverage through a state or federal program.  But, this still leaves (in at no fewer than 4 cases I know of) the mama without comprehensive coverage.  All the families I am thinking of have catastophic coverage for the mama, after a huge deductible($5000, which is a HUGE percentage of their income). Which means mama doesn’t go to the doctor for the preventative stuff, or regular screenings, the visits that could catch an illness BEFORE it is catastophy.   These are hardworking families, taking every bit of overtime offered, working 2 jobs, watching the grocery costs pretty carefully etc. 

I guess in the meantime, I will keep praying for their health.  And thanking God for my own.